idk man lol

i mean f u c k if you even look at how i changed my profile in such a manner
i think i was clearly trying to make some sort of statement
to myself
to prove to myself that this ear of my life wasn't all just a waste
that i'm still the same person and that i shouldn't forget about my past just because i was kind of
internally oppressed lol
that even though i'm a whole new person now this forum was a big thing to an earlier version of me who is just as valid as
the current one
i think i also wanted anyone who sees this to know i guess lol
to prove to them that i don't care
and
idk
psychology man, huh
let's put on makeup and kiss, bro

i think i will stop now
leave this forum untouched
i'm really sorry if this made anybody feel uncomfortable
not because you're a homophobe or any form of alt-right scum i don't care lol
i feel like alt-right is an inaccurate way to describe this
idk this is weird
but i'm sorry if this ruined your nostalgia trip by my casually approaching this with nonchalance
i mean not that this will be the last time somebody touches this place
i feel like someone will find this and be outraged
hell, maybe even the old admin guy lol
i imagine casually logging in after months or something except i can't because my account will be deleted because of my
sin of sodom lmao
or something
that makes me feel weird emotions actually
i don't like this
it will just give me more of a reason to not want to associate with this place
not that i still do
((كلمة غير لائقه))
i mean i only still speak to one person i met here
i kind of intentionally stopped speaking to the others because their moral compasses were just
getting too
different
to mine
and i couldn't be friends with such people
and it makes me feel
like ((كلمة غير لائقه))
most people reading this will probably just
scoff or whatever the gen Z version of scoffing is
and y'know what
fair enough i guess
i will just go back to
talking about communism even though i know practically nothing about it
look i just hate capitalism okay
i won't make this any more vulnerable than it needs to be
i was going to mention someone by name who i kind of wish i could be friends with again the most
i wish i could say that he knows himself but
honestly with the way i became the last few years i'm honestly not sure if he thinks i see him any differently than anybody else
don't worry lol this isn't a g a y thing
it's just a warm friendship moment
except it's not cuz we're no longer friends and??? it's kinda my fault because i decided so?
even though i do think i'm justified
f/uck word i'm so weird and argh whatever
this was my little
venting session
hope nobody uses this against me in the future
not that there will be a future

(because of global warming)

oh right the guy in my profile picture is declan mckenna
isn't he great

bruh

bruh

cry emoji
also wow y'all really being so anonymous in this house

Man communism is my favorite food let's kiss while eating it bruhll

I'm rich I'm filled with love

i'm gonna promote music by declan mckenna now

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YzMaDCAaVyw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m1n0pT5OMqY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H7dMhGMx-i0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B2Dcgq9ri-c
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iqojQJGt-Vo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lWAO3ZGFZys
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5FafAfiWtog
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QHgh77iE6qc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Ce_ICrHVfU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1OHLTyTMvck

get woke, children of the earth

this one isn't officially recorded yet but i love it just as much
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uAeOzjA1qSc

look at him go
god i love him

Why is he sad tho

because of capitalist society probably

I thought his gf played Minecraft without him